Every day can be different even if it's part of my routine

I've been waking up rather early recently, around 6:30am... Even though I still feel sleepy, I just can't stay in bed anymore! As soon as I open my eyes I start thinking about my life... Yeah, it's not the best way to start a day with ;))
The first thing that comes to my mind is: check your e-mail. I'm addicted to entering my gmail account, waiting until the webpage is loaded properly and looking for any 'special' message... My mood depends on how interesting it'll be, of course if I can find any :)

Then I take a shower. Refreshed, I go downstairs to have breakfast.

The rest of my daily routine depends on what day of the week it is.

Monday/Tuesday/Wednesday: I do my intern at Ibid from 10ap to 6pm. I enjoy it very much :) I learn a lot everyday, not only how to use design programs but also how to make wooden boxes and shelves ;) Who know what skills I'll need in my future job? ;) The atmosphere is great so I don't even mind painting, drilling, sawing! :)

Thursday: I sometimes go to an art gallery and spend the rest of the day working on my new website with stories.

Friday: I'm usually at Tate Britain assisting visitors and smiling for 2 hours :) Yes, it can be tiring ;)

[Maybe I'll come back to this post later cause I feel really sleepy now...]

The Courtauld Surprise

Never been to Courtauld Gallery before (I hate this name, don't know how to pronounce it!).
I went there today because I wanted to know something more than just it's location on the map before I'd go there for my Thursday's interview.
How come I didn't even realize what paintings were there?? How is it possible?? Anyway... I was amazed by the art works of impressionists! I think I'm not able to express how I felt having my eyes 10 cm from Seurat's paintings... Unforgettable!

July-cleaning

The number of posts which I label 'my thoughts and emotions' is expending dangerously ;)

I know one day I'll feel more steady in London... but still don't know when this day will come ;))

I need to put in order some parts of my life because I'm not very happy about them...
It takes time, I know... 'Sometimes you just have to wait', I know, but I feel so impatient...
I need to get a job first and then I'll see what to do about love...

L is for the way you look at me...

My restless heart

I couldn't sleep tonight. And I was constantly waking up.
Lots of various thoughts are coming through my mind and lots of various emotions are coming through my heart. It seems restless today, like a bird caught in a cave...
My ideas about my life sometimes scares me cause everything seems new to me now.

Digestion system revolutions

OMG...!!!
I'm feeling so bad now :((
Probably it's because of the food I've had today at Shoreditch Festival. It was some rice, spinach and beans covered with a chili sauce BUT so spicy I felt as if I was on fire! Shit!! Probably this food, although very nice, is the reason why I'm in bad mood now :(

Still haven't found what I'm looking for

Keep on sending CVs, cover letters, application forms... Boring...
Wish I could resolve my job problem quickly because, apart from the fact that I need some money, I have a feeling inside me that tells me to do something about my life... What do I mean? I'm still not quite sure but I believe my heart will tell me what to do when there's the right moment :) Can't wait...

Muscle fever...

Oh no... It was really hard to wake up today... Everything hurts me... :(